March 3rd, 2007 by jia-waiwai-hui
Entering the final stage of preparation for the Easter celebration 2007 in UM…..
Last entry kat sini. shifted long ago to http://jiaplace.blogspot.com.
October 26th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-hui
It has been a super long time since I stopped blogging here…
Hmm…
Nothing to blog though..
hahaaa…
Just to be a bit crappy..
Pre-exam syndrome.. what to do???
July 19th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-hui
Well, I guess I wont be blogging on my friendster blog so often d..
I got my blogspot back.. yay.
Bubye…
Yay
July 13th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiHaha.. i got my blogspot back.. thanx to Adelene la.
Hmm.. today has been quite a not-so-good day……. adelene n I.. plus other 2nd year students kena kicked out from this stupid Sains Kognitif dan Pendidikan sains class… Der.. Then later on discovered that they also canceled the stupid Iklim dan Masyarakat course.. so, tiba-tiba I lost 4 credit hours.. n i m still uncertain if I could get Cytogenetics & Organisation of Genom or not. If couldnt get — this sem i’ll only be taking 13 credit hours… 13 only wei!! Argh… The following semesters I’ll die lor..
Tuesdays n Thursdays are my "Mathematics Day".. a day to ‘celebrate’ the discoveries and contribution of all the mathematicians by attending 3 maths lectures and 2 tutorials on tuesdays; 2 or 3 maths lectures n 1 tutorial on Thursdays. Gosh..
Well.. i oso registered for this ‘Spoken English for Professionals". Erm… kinda scary la.. cz the name sounds so professional… and I cant use all my ‘wei’, ‘lor’, ‘la’, ‘ar’.. etc etc when I speak wei..
Spoken English for Professionals…… hmm…
My 1st week …
July 13th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiWow.. it has been a blast wei! I have been quite busy since the semester started.
Junior visitation!! Super cekap! I really thank God for opening doors for us to visit the juniors n to get to know them. Ya, He knew why "Can I Help You" was not approved. Although itz kinda tiring.. coz the JV thing usually ends at around 9 sth, but I m glad that we can serve in this way la. I think itz really worth it lor. I m greatly encouraged by the PKVians who volunteered themselves, to be involved in the JV. Most of them joined the JV - almost every night, since the 1st night we started it.
The juniors — there are quite a number of them. Wow, itz really cekap la, to meet them, to help them, to encourage them..
I learned a lot la, thru’ JV n serving in PKV.
CF — it provides opportunities for us to serve God in the campus. Itz NOT a social club. Itz a place for us to learn, to grow in the Lord, to serve Him in the campus, to be a blessing to the people around us.. etc. =)
Well, now I cant update my blog that often.. der
Back to uni..
July 10th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiWow.. back to uni again wei.. so many things waiting for me to do la.. but I really thank God la, everything went well la..
Just now went for Junior visitation, visited a few girls from 4th college. I am very encouraged by the friends who r willing to help out in the Junior Visitation. Hmm, tmrow i’ll be visiting juniors from other colleges.
Well, gotta do my bio practical report.. have to look up for info about colchicine n stuff.
Ups n Downs
July 9th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiMy Sunday
Sunday service — good. I guess itz time for me to get real serious n be committed to my church cell group. Kinda lost connection with the cell members coz I wasnt in PJ for 2 months. But I’m glad that I’m back.
I went for badminton with frens. Well, it feels good to sweat so much..
MC.. my room.. haih.. no eyes to see, no nose to smell.. =P
The Real Jiahui?
I realise sometimes I can get very depressed.. Maybe because there is a lot of things on my mind. Maybe I have put my focus on everything except Him..
My mood — sometimes itz like riding a roller coaster. Maybe bcoz of the reality that hits me lately.
Well, life is short.. Death is inevitable.. There’s nothing u can do to run away from it.. argh, this is something that everyone knows. Man, really feel like crying now. Tmrow I’ll be visiting her. How devastating it is having to know that someone whom u know will not live for more than 3 or 4 months.
There is always one kind of fear everytime I go visiting people in hospital. I still remember visiting a school mate who was in ICU for a week, and thank God that she survived the car crash. Looking at all the stuff attaching here n there over her body, I was crying like mad. I was super afraid that she might not survive. I still remember visiting my teacher in hospital, who kena dengue fever. I still remember visiting a friend who was suffering from SLE and MS. She passed away one month later after I visited her.
Itz an unbearable sight.. seeing the equipments n stuff attaching here n there on the patient’s body. Itz an unbearable sight… seing the patient fighting for his or her life.. I guess hospital is not the right working environment for me, that’s why…
I feel the pain.. the pain of seeing someone lying on his or her deadbed.. the pain of losing someone. I dunno how to explain.. but I just feel it.. argh..
This issue about DEATH.. has been on my mind since long long time ago..
Now
I’m in B208 again.
Listening to Brian Littrell’s Welcome Home (You).
Tonight is the WC final wei..
Tomorrow
Class at 9.30am.. argh.. susah la.. have to wake up for class.. after watching WC.. die wei..
Back in MC
July 8th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiLast nite was my first nite staying in MC.
I had dinner together with Kim Cheng, Pui Yee and Mun Yee.. wah seh.. really enjoyed the fellowship la.. although I was a bit tired la..
After dinner, Kim Cheng sent me back to MC.. my ‘cekap’ room. Argh, facing the four walls in my room, and all my stuff here n there in the room.. suddenly I felt so depressed.. dunno why.. and I broke down n cried.. n cried.. n cried.. What was I crying for? What was it?
This morning, I walked to UH to visit my dad’s cousin, suffering from cancer. Hmm.. felt very bad la.. I went out her room with her daughter.. after listening to her daugther telling us about the condition.. I found myself holding back my tears.. Then I told them I got to go.. coz deep inside me I know if I stay on with them back in the room, I’m sure I’ll cry like mad.
Now I’m in my friend’s room in MC.. well.. tnite will be my 2nd nite in MC.. tmrow I’m going to meet my Indian roommate.. hmm..
Junior visitation.. soon..
Who am I
July 7th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-hui
Who Am Iby Casting Crownsalbum: Casting Crowns (2003) |
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
I first heard this song in my church back in Ipoh.
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God of Wonders
July 7th, 2006 by jia-waiwai-huiChris Tomlin - God Of Wonders Song Lyrics
Lord of all creation
Of water, earth, and sky
The heavens are Your tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on High
God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of heaven and earth (2X)
Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
And as I stumble through the darkness
I will call Your name by night
God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of heaven and earth (2X)
Hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth (3X)
God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me
Father holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy, holy, holy
Hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth (6X)
Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth
Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
and as I stumble through the darkness
I will call Your Name by night
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
God of wonders beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord reveal Your heart to me
Father holy, holy
the universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy, holy, holy
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth
hallelujah
Attended PKV committee meeting this morning. I think it was a fruitful one. My first academic year — a lot of things had happened. Being the follow-up head.. has opened my eyes to see many things. Having spent 3 weeks in Camp Cameron.. has taught me a lot things. Serving God in PKV together with the fellow brothers n sisters in Christ.. has meant a lot to me. The journey with God, although it is full of ups n downs.. but itz has taught me to trust Him more.
Kim Cheng, thanx for enlightening me.. that we r called to be our brother’s keepers. It stuck in my head since the day u told me that. This "brother’s keeper" and "walk the 2nd mile" thingy speak so strongly to me.. I dunno how am I going to do it, but there’s a voice inside me telling me that I have to do it..
"Jiahui, you have to do it…."
Precious Lord.. reveal Your heart to me.
Life is NOT about Jiahui.. itz about God — the Lord of heaven n earth. Life is NOT about what I want.. Life is about what God wants, His will, His purpose for me n mankind. He has only my good at heart. But very often, I failed to see how God wants to use problems for good in my live. I reacted foolishly and resented my problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring.
The question "what is left of me" is not important to me anymore. All that I have is from the Lord. And His grace is sufficient..
Heavenly Father, You are my Enabler..
My God.. the God of Wonders..
